celebrex

I’ve been given “something stronger” by my new doctor, but so far I haven’t noticed a stitch of difference in my pain. I have, however, been having trouble falling asleep.  Prior to coming to the computer tonight, I had been lying in bed for an hour, my mind racing with completely random things.  I find that the longer I lie in bed, the more superficial my thoughts become, so please take all of this in mind as you continue reading; I am putting a general disclaimer on this post due to the combination lack of sleep and new painkillers.  I even have to warn you of potential typos, heaven forbid.

That being said, I’d like to take you on a tour of where my thoughts have rambled in the past hour.  Tomorrow morning I am getting my blood drawn and having some x-rays done, so naturally this is what I was first thinking of.  Thus started my train of random thought: 

“What time do I need to wake up? Maybe I should wear a sundress that has no metal in it so I don’t have to get undressed. Nah, that’s just being lazy – how hard is it to get undressed?  Get over it. I wonder if I’ll have time to stop at a starbucks on my way to work.  Will I be late for work? Maybe. I guess it’s ok, I think I can get everything done even if I’m a little late.  I can always stay late, too, because we aren’t hosting Bible study, so I don’t have to vacuum. Maybe I should get the tests done on Friday morning, since I have it off anyway.  Nah, why ruin a day off by going to the doctors? And I’m getting my hair done on Friday, which I don’t want to miss.  I can’t believe it’s been over 2 months since I’ve gotten it cut. But I really need it cut, especially before I go home on Thursday.  I need to find a new pair of jeans; maybe I can find one Friday after my haircut. Then I can wear them in Boston, because lord knows I can’t wear my sundresses there – friggin cold weather.  gee, should I bring a jacket?”

And so on. It came to a point where I literally laughed out loud when I realized how worthless my thoughts had become. I feel that I could’ve been in some sort of drug-induced-Clueless-haze.  I never have to worry about waking AJ up, though.  I could do a dance on the bed and then go out for a drink at the local mexican joint and he would sleep right through it.

Anyway, all that to say when I’d had enough of my shallow and irrelevant thoughts and got up and went online, I realized I hadn’t written in a while. Now I’m realizing I just wrote about nothing. But hey, it’s my blog, right? Right.